When angels cry

[theoutbound]

Note:im so sorry but i think i copied this book:the host
...that's why i changed my story...too bad though..ive wasted alot of typing and good ideas and realizing that i copied someone's set of story.so im starting a new one:)

[theoutbound]

Prologue:
Meg woke up before Apollo could drive his chariot to the rising sky,It was orange mixed with a bit anger among the clouds,
"Hercules,are you asleep?"Meg asked leaning forward Herc's ears whispering
"..mm..not anymore"He answered still groaning bending his back craking few sounds of bones he gave a smile and still feeling a bit
Stressed from all the exercise that he had since He got tangled in the line of Megara's life,Actually he was very happy that even boys around meg shows off,Meg doesnt get those bright red cheeks and accidentally falling to the floor complaining about her weak ankles.
"What do you want for breakfast?"Meg leaning in closer to his face holding both cheeks so his eyes wouldnt wander off.
"You.."He grinned
"its a head start" She tilted Hercules' head and kissed him

Chapter one:Chanting
I pulled myself off to bed and repeated the following phrases
"Its a head start..."I smiled,I walked to Herc's Part of the bed and pulled his arms
"come on you big lump,stand up i wanna go to Artemis's forest...Its your day off...come on" I said lively
But herc refused to stand up and let his arms swing at the other side of the bed
"not now Honey,im too tired"
He grinned and laughed his eyes focused on my face and only mine "oh alright...."
I cackled,his fingers pressed my lips to stop from laughing, he pulled me up and carried me down stairs and that's where my nightmare started,Phil waited down stairs tapping one of his hooves on the glass floor
"what took you lover birds so long?!you guys are said to be invited ....well actually Hercules is.."Phil stopped as his eyes narrowed my face,I groaned and shouted at the back of my mind
and he continued"invited to Apollo's orchestra show...its a heck of a party!!..you should go"
Herc's face unrelaxed,He put me down and im back on my feet I want to sit down and bury my face on my hands and wipe my smirk off but i just couldnt,Well see its been one week i havent been with Hercules...ONE WEEK passed and this is the only time i could bond with him,I couldnt feel any love this passed weeks and i wanna feel like his here with me everytime besides recalling everything he did for me and besides looking at his face painted on the vases and those statues where the sculptors captured he's lovely impressions.
I interrupted the talk
"I think he should..."I paused,My mind cant decide
"go..."Hercules backed up and interrupted "No meg,I havent feel that we've been Together living and loving each other and i also havent felt that im always here for you..i think we should go"
I muttered in his ears"Are you crazy?...are you? its the gods,...they barely dont even know me..You get to see Persephone's face not satisfied with the girl you met"
Hercules lowered his lips and whispered back
"No..no,your just paranoid i know Persephone when she doesnt like a person"He ended
I reacted loudly"But Zeus said im too scrawny!!i cant bear children!!"
He argued"who says we were gonna have kids?"
I turned my voice max and answered"Im just putting it up!no one said that were gonna have kids,im still not..."I paused and continued lowering my voice and slowly replied"ready...yet"iI cleared my throat and turned away Hercules,frustrated,he wrapped his arms around my waist and leaned hishead on my shoulder
"oh Meg dont be like that, Be a sport"
I dazed at the ceiling and focused on Hercules' face
"Oh.. alright, I'll go with you,but what about persephone.."i paused probably Hercules gets my pitch of voice
"Dont worry, Probably she knows already"
We got out from the villa and front gate there was a chariot of neighing horses waiting for us
I slipped a word"..their getting impatient...i think we should hurry"Hercules laughed,He guided me from the chariot and i held a part of my dress raising it a little,Its hard to get on the chariot with a long dress and it was easy to slip from the slippery gold chariot,Its too shiny and too smooth to keep your weight balanced
"There's a good time for everything but not now for your whining okay?"
I groaned and my hands held the chariot's handles that shone too much and blinded me,but what i worry too much was my phobia of heights my mind played images of what will happen if i didnt grip my hands tight,but i bet hercules doesnt need to,he can control his weight from the slippery floor of the chariot, I admire him dearly and proud to have him as a reward for everything i did and at the same time ashamed for what i did to hurt him so much.I bet he can recall those words What are you doing? Without your strength, you'll be killed.
There are worse things.

I shook my head--thinking these bad memories will be shaken away too but the taste of it will never leave my tongue,the bad taste of warm metal slid into my taste buds and burned my tongue,the blood that raced to my mouth,there it stayed,the one that the column caused
I cant swallow,My mouth closed my throat as if its hard to swallow these memories and its telling me if i swallow it i would vomit.
So i did forcedly swallow these bad taste holding my stomach in letting the vomit slide back into its place
I was grossed out i cant bear to see Hercules beside me looking so ill and green
--Then the horse raced towards the sky
The wind pulled me back but thanks to Hercules though,he held me tight,wrapped those arms around me and i hid my face leaning on his chest
"Are you alright?" He seemed to care and dared to ask
"yes...i bit tip top here but I think i can survive the flight"
I answered quickly raising my voice and my heart's pump to go with it. It pumped so loud that Hercules can almost feel my pulse among these scrawny wrist
I'm not scrawny..im just born this way...my head's not big for my body...no..it isnt
I argued with myself.
I closed my eyes and before i knew it,we were already landing on the clouds, I thought the horses stopped and let the chariot fall but no, I smiled and sighed loudly
"safe...at...last"I said with a pausing for catching my breath
Hercules stepped down from the chariot and helped me to get down
"Be a sport,smile...remember,my parents are excited to meet you"
My heart fell into place and i panicked
"Yo...your parents?"My voice slowed and maybe Herc knows what i feel cause the way i asked him was mixed with fear
"relax,your too tense to meet them"He laughed
We're now walking at the center of the party left and right the divines were too confusing to get their names in my head
i could see bacchus dancing around but i could hear the music so melodramatic,enough for me to laugh
"i guess this is fine..."
Hercules held both of my shoulders and whispered to my ear leaning closely
"there they are,smile..and dont forget to laugh...my dad's kinda corny at jokes...so just laugh...and becareful with your attitude"
He ended with a different tone
"Honey,im not a kid anymore...i can handle myself"
I took his face and kissed his cheek,I laughed whenever i see his face,bright red.
We were almost there but it feels like its far,i rubbed my eyes and saw how near we were
"oh..how stupid of me..out of the world"
I sat down next to Hercules holding his right hand very tight,I can feel that were both in fear and nervous,but my fear's more than Hercules' sweating hand
I was panicking at the back of my mind i dont know if im too excited to meet them face to face or too scared that i might say something wrong or embarrassing
Zeus can trace my feelings so he started the conversation with a greeting
"oh..so this is the lucky girl who snatched my boy away from the town"He laughed and Hera followed
"so,Meg,do you live with your family before?"
The question hang on my lips and i bit my lower lip setting up a lie
"yes..."I answered in a lie tone
"ahh..."Hera's smart and probably firgured out that i dont want that kind of question since...under the possession of..HADES?!
was too long...i think the time i turned 13?...or 15?..
I didnt want to recall my age,It was too painfull.
I smiled everything away
Zeus followed"that's a cunning voice,can you sing us a song?"
I swallowed my throat and answered in a shaking voice
"oh no no no...."I chuckled
Hera smiled"oh come on dear,i think it would be great,we really want to hear your voice,i heard that your voice was so alto like and was high"
I paused and my face drew a frown"where'd ya heard me sing?"
I demanded,my eyebrows furrowed
Hera gave me a wide eyes and confused face
"The muses..they backed up your song while you were...expressing your feelings about Hercules"
My face brushed over a bright red,the same color that Hercules' face turned a while ago
"uh...so their the one pushing me to Hercules'arms"I smiled trying to change the topic but i cant leave it since people sometimes continues to ask questions like that when you keep smiling and answering
I tried a different tune this time
"umm..so Zeus how do you aim a perfect lightning over your target point?"
Hera stared at me giving an odd smile Zeus followed
"its all in the body twisting"he smiled
After the talk i sighed and glad the party was over i wiped off the sweat that my nervousness evaporated in all that fear and negativity,And it all went great
"you see,i told you you could handle it...im sorry about them"
Hercules sadly smiled
"Its alright.."I said
Hercules escourted me to the chariot helping me to climb my feet up from the chariot
"I thought you couldnt help the unprivacy of this place"
I smiled"Im used to it..."
He shifted his weight close to the rope,I thanked this chariot for having ropes to control the speed of the horses
And it swift slowly going down the clouds,were still far from the villa,i hoped that we wont land in a different place
"OH...NO..."I moved closer to Hercules and he wrapped one arm around my waist
"Im here,remember?"He smiled
"yes,My hero"I gave him a kiss
And continued"Im glad that your always beside me"
I backed away from his chest and glanced at Hercules and his face sadden
I demanded still smiling"what's wrong?why the long sad face?"
He answered looking away from my face
"Cause...tomorrow,im back from hero business and i dont get to see you smiling in the morning and the sun would shine your face like an angel..."
I removed the smile and left a lopsided one"Your too melodramatic,Were still together im always beside you asleep and sometimes we get to walk the night at your villa's balcony.."
I added some positivity on his sentence

[theoutbound]

Chapter 2:Still lonely
"home at last...peace...no callous crowds"I hesitated and ran down the chariot,I laughed and swirled around still laughing
"woah take it easy there honey,what happened to you?are you alright?"Hercules grabbed me and pulled my body started carrying me
My body was too weak to walk so i rested on Hercules' arms i leaned my head over his chest that felt like bed for me,I can hear his feet stumping on the stair case stump,stump,stump
But i didnt mind im too tired to look at the stairs,too tired to do any movement
So i stayed remote and until Hercules could lay me down the bed I didnt talked back cause sleep is what my body wants,He tucked me in a warm soft blanket and layed his body on the other part of the bed,I cant open my mouth cause my way of thinking was, Everytime i open my mouth forcely i get this unbalanced weight whenever im too tired to move every muscle that i wasted on working or some other occasions that can stress me out.
Then i remembered
Hercules...uhhh why do i have to stay here..i wish he goes home early tomorrow,monday,...maybe prepare a special dinner for him... i should ask if his going home early for supper

Then i closed my eyes again,I touched my eyes and was so deep and stressed out, then my mind faded off from the real world,My body drifted as my dreams were full of bliss,Me and My Hero..Forever but my mind raced back through time and leaded me back the time i sold my soul to Hades just to save the man who betrayed me after selling my whole soul to...HADES!!....the name spread alot of bloody taste in my buds and just carried it away by sleeping
I shifted my weight left and right left and right again cant stay in one place and one direction.
Then i woke up quickly lifting my weight to sit up,I grabbed a mirror
"What's this..im so pale..what a dream"Still catching my breath,I wiped away the sweat that my nightmare caused,i was too anemic to see the space of the room clear and my hands were too wet from those sweat.Then Hercules woke up
"Meg?,He lit a candle,Are you alright?....Meg..?"Hercules shook my body and the last one snapped my glance against the space
"oh..huh?...."I replied absently
"Are you alright honey?...your sweating?!...very hard.."He kissed my forehead and took the blanket off my lap.
"you wont be needing this,and think of positive images,i dont want you forever sleeping in those nightmares"
I nodded blankly
"and curled my body as my eyes forced to open and the whole night became a worth while,I never let myself sleep and never let myself drift away just an inch of day dream i didnt let bad images revolve my head
I was too tired but i forcedly tried overcome the night.
"ugh.."i groaned"Its worth it...i dont want to sleep..i dont need this sleep i should force myself to,i dont want anything else to happen while my body's absent in mind."
I sat up and pulled myself off the bed quietly leaving the room so Hercules wont wake up.
I tiptoed down the staircase and passed through the hallways
"Boy...Bet i need a map around this place"
I tried to find the kitchen door,since the pantry's empty but some herbs to make tea or medicine
And finally,I found the kitchen I Tiptoed up to reach the cabinet but strangely something lifted me that I opened the cabinets easily,
Dark and foggy on the floor,Very blurry or was it my eyes whos blurry,But im very sure it was the floor who got Darkened
Then i looked back
"Meg,Nice to see you,How's it been?..."This was a very bad dream or so i thought it was.
The god of dead back on smoke and fog again.
This wasnt a dream,if it was a dream i could have escaped
"Ha..Hades?!..."I stepped down from the fog that carried my weight
I backed against the wall panicking cant open my mouth cause of heavy fear.
I tried to swallow my fear but it backed up increasing more,Then i prepared to shout"Hercu..."Hades covered my mouth i tried to get away from it but cant its very tight and very tangled on my mouth
I grabbed alot of utensils and keep throwing it very hard almost destroying the Marvel of the kitchen
Hercules woke up and ran down stairs bringing his sword
with him.
He crouched down and crawled towards the kitchen placing his sword up and getting ready for whatever that took his me hostage
He opened the door a little
"HADES!?....."He covered his mouth and didnt make a move
"what's that?!" Hades disappeared with me and reappeared infront of the kitchen door leaving Hercules too exposed for his plans
"MEG!!!...."Hercules stepped one foot and Hades quickly talked
"ah ah ah!! one step and Meg dies!"
Hades grinned relaxing his fingers while his foggy end tied my body very tight
My eyes planned,pointing at Hades
Distract him..i'll try to get out!!
Hercules nodded absently and fought Hades without knowing the plan
"oh hey!!!...annoying little grunt!!!"
Hades got pissed and took me with while they disappeared
And all this nightmare bounced back in my head and gave me a jolt
"AHH!!....oh...ugh,just a dream..."I lowered my voice
I grabbed the sundial sitting beside me
4 in the morning,My eyes drove over to Herc's side and i gave him a touch on his cheeks"Go home early tonight im waiting"
I smiled and Rested back on the side of the bed
I couldnt sleep,i couldnt close my eyes,cause probably Hades will haunt me again,and i dont want wake Hercules up just because of a silly dream
So i shifted my weight on the other direction and faced the cabinets,empty spaces with few things trap at the corners of the room
Like what i feel right now,Im still haunted by this dreams, I cant escape it and how could I? it just came to me with no reason and no negativity that grows in my mind,its like an egg it hatches unexpectedly.
Many hours passed my eyes were too stressed and too red i burried my face on my hands and rubbed my eyes very hard
I cant stay awake but i think i could if i forced myself but my eyes fell when it was 5 in the morning and all the morning i slept very tired and very frustrated
Atleast Hades didnt haunt my dreams that morning,I kept planning
what if im nocturnal?...would it help?... no i couldnt get to eat and fill myself with more pleasurable stuff,i think if i do that im wasting the nice times happening during the sun comes out
I let my mind drift off the room and leaded me to a happy and more safer dream,
With Hercules in his arms letting our lips meet

[theoutbound]

Wait for the update:)...i might update this before christmas if im not busy much..
for those whos reading this fanfic...im not gonna add another reply..but im gonna modify it:)

[theoutbound]

Chapter 3:How my Afternoon went?
It was 3 pm,Before i could pull myself out from the bed,I swung one arm that landed on a soft and sad side of the bed.It was empty and cold,two words that was taped at the back of my mind.
"Oh...ugh...i woke up late,didnt got the chance to see him..."
I burried my face and sat beside the pillows.
"GRRR!!WHAT A LUCK!!I WISH I COULD SCREAM UNTIL MY LUNGS BURST OUT!!!"I argued with myself and helplessly cried with no one to comfort me.I swung my body and landed on the soft foam.
I burst out into tears and cried crazily,My mood turned blissfully and sadly.I couldnt control my voice and the reason why is im too left out.All weeks alone in the villa,talking and my words bouncing back as an echo,It feels like im not wanted here but i also felt if i left this place Hercules might take alot of risky stuff just to find me.I pulled myself out from the bed and walked down the staircase slowly showing all of my burried pain but who could see it?im all alone and the workers are outside doing their job.
I walked grouchly into the kitchen stumping my feet against the floor stump stump stump
As if following a rhythm that clung in my head. A very angry rhythm mixed with a lonely tone.
I opened the pantry and forgot that it was empty but herbs.
I checked the cabinet,I found cheese and fruits, the only food that could understand my feelings.
Then My hands crawled under the food cabinets and grabbed a chopping board,grabbed a knife then started chopping the cheese into crumbs.Then i stopped and went to the food cabinet again and grabbed some fruits
grapes,apple,oranges. Grapes would be perfect to go with french cheese,I continued chopping and mumbled
"What a heck of a day...its perfect!..You know why!!cause dates only happen once in a blue moon!!!...ONCE IN A BLUE MOON!!!!!!!" I screamed letting out my anger but i couldnt then im back chopping the cheese into crumbs. Horror came into my body,I sliced my left hand's skin and the blade went in too deep, Alot of blood slid out of the gash,At first there were no pain at all but at the end when the alot of blood came flooding my hand it stinged.
I knelt down on the hard tiled floor, Before i knew it i lost consciousness.
==[afternoon]
It was a bad morning for me,A bad head start,When i got my conscious back and fell into the right place,I opened my eyes and sat up feeling numbness crawling into my veins,Still can feel the cut's stinging pain.
"huh...whe..where am i?"I wondered.
"oh meg!!!!MEG!!!ARE YOU ALRIGHT HONEY?HOW ARE YOU FEELING?Do you still feel a little dizzy?!"hercules panicked.
"i..i dont know i think im having a heart attack" I joked hercules up and laughed.
"oh...NOO!!!!!!"Naively he took it very seriously.
"relax...where am i anyway...?and i was just joking"I gave a wide grin and a furrowed eye brows.
"your at asclepius little hospital"Hercules held out my right hand kissing it softly.Then raised my left to feel his cheeks warmth. Then i stopped in shock i drew my left hand near to my eyes.
"What's this?...why is it different than my skin color?its too white...than my skin tone"I demanded and hurried my voice waiting for an answer
"I..im sorry to say meg that your left hand had been replaced,they found it cold and lost alot of blood that your wrist almost did lost alot of blood...and you almost died..."Hercules lowered his voice in shame and dispute.
"its alright..besides im worthless around here,you should have let me"I declared.
"no...no honey,your not worthless,I wouldnt had married you if you were that worthless,actually,everything makes you my perfect Venus."Herc smiled
I stood up trying to walk straight but my feet were still numb.I fell,but Hercules caught me
"Im only a trouble to you,Im the one who slows you around"I demanded trying to argue back
"No,Its me who slows myself down"He reacted
"That's not true wonderboy,I dont mind if you get clumsy at a times... cause i dont judge people by the way they act,I try to know them first,and for me i think your just fine.."I smiled thinking he would understand my words,if he didnt,ive wasted alot..
The doctor walked in burying his face to the tablets studying the total outcome of my health and my gash.
"I see your awake,Do you want me to replace that hand?"He asked.
I stared absently at the newly replaced hand of mine"I think,i need that hand back..."I answered demanding.
I gave a lopsided look to the doctor's face and drew Hades instead of a warm mortal.
My eyes widen and I screamed
"NOO!!!!...HADES...!!!!!!NOO!!I DONT WANNA GO BACK!!!!" I argued absently not knowing it was just an illusion and threw the table upside down.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" I screamed repeating the words.
I didnt mind the gash.That it started bleeding again.The blood stained the newly replaced clean hand.
Hercules followed me while i hitted the door hard on the wall.
"Meg!! wait!!! honey...!!!"Hercules shouted,But i wasnt myself that time,so i didnt hear him call me pleading to stop
I stump my feet against the floor out from the hospital then I calmed myself down.Blankly asked myself
"How did i get here?...."The pain caused a headache. I almost passed out luckily Hercules caught me,I was weak,Like an animal almost killed. He carried me in the hospital back to my room
Wow Meg...I didnt know you were that strong...Hercules leaned foward my ears nibbling words out.
"Meg,I love you,please dont hurt yourself again,Or else I'll join you."
I opened my eyes slowly"Hercules...oh,i wanna rest...i feel like i want to sleep.finally ending this nonsense.."I whispered
"Dont say that.."Hercules frowned
"Im saying the truth..."I raised my voice.
"The only explanation why your saying that nonsense is because your out of your mind today...your hurt,now sleep,You need it"
He layed my body down the bed and coated me in.
"she's all unconscious and asleep now,Please doctor,help her...I dont want her sanity always like this,miserable..."I was unconscious and deeply asleep still weak cause of the blood lose.
"Oh my good lord,She's so pale!!"I can hear the doctor behind me.
Something or someone pulled me out of the room.It was really fast,I opened my eyes to see who it was,And then looked back, Hercules followed me looking like he was struggling every penny just for my confines and operations.
"Hang on Meg...Dont go."He murmurred.
i wish you were with me always...I lingerred all the way to the room,Cant keep up with my pain,I was completely drained under the pain,burried alive...or am i?
All i know is im unconscious and afraid to fade away.
"Give me the anesthesia"I can hear the doctor's voice.
Another one spoke.
"Hercules,please wait outside."
Then the other operators gathered.It was terribly hot.They surrounded me with their murmurs.I pretended to be asleep
"Ive never seen an enormous cut before"One didnt believe
"Yes,I think its too terrible to see that gash on her delicate skin."One joked.
and another argued"Will you please focus?she's pale and had her blood spilled.I cant barely watch this mortal die!Now focus.."
Then the door opened,they stopped from talking to each other.
"asclepius?"Everybody raised their voice in shock.
They were too stun,I figured and guest that their wondering why the god of medicine appeared in the healing facility,I even bet that they thought this was just a gash,they can handle it.
I was stun,hearing that the god of medicine will help me restore all the blood i am losing right now.
"Oh so this Megara,i shall help Zeus future daughter in law!!"He smiled and grab my left arm."This is pretty big...and her arm is pretty white..so pale..seal the room immediately"He commanded after examining my arm.
The other operators asked"Why so?its already sealed.."
then the doctor spoke"Pull this lever and it will seal the center bed."
And they pulled it.
I could hear something rising from above the ground closing the room giving our spot clean air.
"we need to close the half of the room cause outside of this circle is already a virus place,And if it got in to an open wound,it will infect it."
Asclepius outsmarted the doctor.After the injection,He inserted a needle in my gash,i can feel something flowing into my arm,It was plasma.
After the operation,I can feel newly replaced stitches whenever i move my left hand.I opened my eyes,i was back to my room,And Hercules leaned forward smiling and thanking the gods.
"Oh honey cupcake!!oh sweetie pie!!!Im glad the gods gave you another chance to live!!!..i promise this from now on i'll schedule my hero business!!!"He screamed lively,embracing me and kissing my right hand repeatedly.
"Hercules,relax"I smiled and gave him a kiss.
I shifted my sight out from his face and to my left arm,It was replaced again,My hand i mean,the same skin color of mines.
"Wow,...i cant even see the stitches anymore...i guess i owe this place my gratitude."I smiled looking around.Then i hugged one of Herc's strong arms.
I was back on feet and energized.
then the doctor walked in.
"Meg,i see your awake,i have good news and bad news."
He exclaimed and followed"What do you wanna hear first?"
I slowly opened my mouth and let the words out"The bad news first"
"well your too anemic that could lead to leukemia..."He explained further.
"...how could i evade that?..."I asked hoping for the good news has an answer.
"Well eat vegetables and fruits,more on the one who helps the blood regulation,and sleep early.Dont frustrate yourself and exercise"He smiled.
I gestured my body back to the bed and sat up"So,what's the good news?"I hesitated.
"the good news is,your heart wasnt affected by the rust,and we got the living parasite out of the body,caused by the rust"said the doctor.
"Are we good?..."I asked the doctor
"Yes...you can sign out from the hospital,mmm asclepius said its for free..since Hercules is Zeus' son"
The doctor explained fiercely keeping the grude in since the hospital lacks money.
And i was out,I freely moved my hands like a new born,And drew a huge smile,I hugged Hercules happily.
"Im loving this day..dont you Herc?"I pulled his face near mine and whispered"I hope you wont mind my clumsiness"
He grinned "I dont mind,besides im hook up with you because your the only girl who understands me"
"i love you.."

[herclov3r]

This is beyond awsome!!!!! Please update soon

[theoutbound]

Chapter 4:Rendezvous
Another night to sleep with him,my prince..or should i say my hero
After a quick meal and dessert,We hitted the bed and drained my energy off.
I was asleep quick and good.
"Meg are you still awake?"Herc rested his hands to my shoulder.
"I am now"I shifted my weight on the other part of the bed facing Hercules,his eyes were tired and blue,Still its very attractive especially when his eyes always sets on mine.
"You know what Herc?"I whispered
"what"He smiled
"Ive never felt anything like this before,i wish it wont end"I drew my face closer to he's.
He leaned in for a kiss,I wished that this kiss wont end.
"Best kiss ever"I let go And breath again
"It was long"He giggled
I took his right hand and wrapped mine to he's
"please dont go..."I pleaded drawing frowns
"who says im going anywhere?"Herc smiled,He didnt even felt my sadness that tied my heart to bleed more.
I gave myself a little lyrics between all the things that happened
and chanted in my mind that night
Fallin out fallin in,Nothing's sure in this world,breaking down breakin in never knowing what lies ahead we can really never tell it
I closed my eyes hoping for another better start of the day tomorrow.
I can feel Hercules' breath walks on my cheeks,I leaned in close and began drifting away from my body.
Hades haunted my dreams as if its never ending
Then i began moving harshly,Like i was being seized.aahhh!!!grrr...Let go of me!!!!!
I curled my wrist,It was red,the chains were too tight.Hades went closer."Please dont hurt me!!!"I pleaded.
And he repeated"Please dont hurt me"
"Well what do you call this life?!Im being discriminated!!because of your dumbass Boyfriend!!"Hades stood up taller than my usual height getting ready to smash me.His fist were bloody and ready to kill me.
I closed my eyes.Then it hitted.
"AAHH!!!!OH MY GOOD LORD!!!"I screamed,Hercules fell from the bed.
"what happened?! your sweating up!!Meg are you alright!?"He leaned forward examining my eyes.
Meg?"He waved his hands infront of my face
I blinked,"Oh hercules,Hades has been haunting me for the past years i spent with you..."I cried on his chest and he wrapped his arms around,comforting me.
"Honey,its just a dream..go back to sleep"Hercules pushed my body against the bed and he went back to the other side of the bed and took my left hand kissing it softly then fell asleep.
I closed my eyes.And opened to check the sundial.
"4 in the morning..gotta get better sleep"I mumbled then closed my eyes back to sleep.
--morning
I woke up earlier than Hercules usually gets up.I smiled then quickly ran down the kitchen and started preparing food.
hmm..there's leftovers in a bowl,carrots,baby corn,milk,sugar,cabbages,pork,eggs,apple and oranges..what to cook?...ahh..
I grabbed the pork,carrots and the other vegetables and left the cabinet half empty.
I grabbed the chopping board and the knife.The blades shone my eyes over,almost blinding them,then the blade haunted me,cause of what happened.I slowly did the cutting of pork into cubes and the vegetables too.
My fear clogged into my body and hung itself beneath this scrawny bones,I cant continue so i quickly put the knife back to its place and quickly lowered my hands away from it,I took a glass bowl and placed all of the raw food in,then poured sauce.I waited for the oven to cook it.
Then tasted if the seasonings went good with the ingredients.
"mmm...i hope Herc will like it too.."I hoped.
I was preparing the table for us until someone knock on the door.
"Miss Megara,mail came"It was the guard giving me the mail.
I thanked him and closed the door,he walked back the gate to guard the villa."Wow...long way to go.."I closed the curtains but kept the windows open and the kitchen's balcony.
"Herc wont mind..i guess,and besides the guard specifically gave it to me"I started to let my fingers walk,but I threw the letter and held my fingers up,it bleeded"Ow...paper cut.."
Then i crotched to get the letter,i continued to open and didnt mind the blood that was comming out of my fingers.
I started reading."....grrr...i hate it when this letter comes!!i must not let Hercules see this!!!...this is too much"
If you read the letter,you'll be so heartbroken,since this is what all it says:

To whom it may concern
To whom who concerned more,Sr Hercules must come immediately for the training of Newly recruited army of sparta,It cost A month2 weeks,Until they mastered a complete fighting skills
There was something crossed out just down the letter
Hades' General in training
The general in training

P.S.No god modding and no immortal weapons,just sword and shield

[theoutbound]

umm im a little busy so,...just keep checking this fanfic cause i might modify it quick as i can

[megatude]

:)Neat!

[theoutbound]

Chapter 5:Little pain

I burried off the smirk that my face made and wiped it off,I disgust the letter and threw it off.
i hate this day...i hope he wont leave...i'd rather hide this letter than suffer the night alone
I murmurred in complete complain.
Then Hercules followed
"your up early today?what's the fuzz?or is there any?"
He asked still toning his voice.
"Nope its just a day of normal..ness"I hid the letter under my clutched sandy sandals and acted like a lie.
"Normalness?"He asked finally he found his voice
"uh..you know new word"I smiled

"ahh yes,your a woman..woman has this cool brain that creates new words"He teased
"Is that suppose to hurt me?or to make me laugh?"I asked indifferently
"no"He calmed
I burried the letter in a dusty sand that my sandals shook off
Then shifted my sight on the letter,Atleast Hercules didnt see anything.
I sighed.
"So what do you want for breakfast?"I feared that i might broke off into tears when he realized that i hid one of his important letters that he needs to do.
"Just give me a shot of whatever you will cook,well ofcourse i'll love it all"He smiled
"Herc,what do you think of me?"I demanded still in fear
"Your trustworthy,your everything a perfect woman should be and you know what,you respect me.."He smiled
"ohh.."I sat still looking at the ground cant swallow the guilt
What's wrong MEG?!?!!dont burst it out..its not guilt...its just a letter..just a baggy old letter...it wont hurt people so zip it!!
"I prefer buying outside..dont you?"I skipped the topic
"Cool..anyway has the guard gave you any letter?Its because the spartans needs some training.."he added,by the time the sentence popped out of his mouth i didnt breathe.
"n..no.."Im getting dizzy of all this guilt,I cant feel my feet,my hands are bare and icy cold,My blood's traveling through my brain
I was all red,i think im stressed that time of frustration.I didnt add another sentence and stood up with my head burried among this icy cold hands.
My eyes were turning red..well the pupils,i was like wearing contacts.
"I need to go to bed Hercules..im sorry i might not go with you this afternoon"I breathe
I looked at Hercules,Actually i can read his mind..
What's wrong with you..
I didnt replied to his curiosity,he might think its weird that he was staring at me and i know what he was thinking.
I almost fainted but i struggled.
I dont want to hit my head on the floor and be unconcious for a while suddenly waking up..saying "Oh my god im in the hospital!?"
It was a bad memory,I cant help it but cry behind Hercules,still feeling all of this are fake.

Quickly my hands grabbed for the letter and gave It to him.
I cant swallow my guilt it kept coming back up.
"its..open" The smile faded away.
He looked at me with this stare... that i first encountered in his face i quickly thought of a sentence to answer him
"wh...why are you looking at me?...are you saying i opened the letter without you knowing?..."
I moved my body in a straight form,maybe it will help if he notice me like this,not whining,not pouring and not even lonely.
He'll think im too much...he'll think im just pretending everything..
I poured and poured then apologized
"I..im sorry Hercules,If we exchanged..would you like it that everyday waking up your all alone."
I spoke up.
Then Lowered my Voice as Hercules's Hands rubbed his face harder.
He went to get a pen and a paper,then back to his seat.
I watched him carefully pressing the pen to the paper leaving dents and wasted ink.
I looked up resting my head on my hands that was on the table Dissing the Letter.
Then He Replied again
"Im sorry about this Honey...what if this whole week we'll spend time having fun?going on a vacation" He smiled
Squared and elegant,smart meek and mouse.
I like it when he does that but that wont pass it up
"Make it 2 months" I added.
"4 months" He demanded
"one year" I laughed
"deal" He smiled choking the water.
I grinned jumping happily at the back of my mind.
I pulled him out from the chair "come on honey let's go pack up our things and head to rome"
I smiled and maybe around the world we'll go on vacation.
this really is a head start.

Early morning
I have to wake up early today just to prepare everything for our tour around.
Hercules was still asleep,Tucked in his bed rolling left and right
Im guessing that atlast he's thanked for the rest.
While Im packing things up,there's this image that had been chasing me in my dream.
Its Hades Hades and always him...
Im getting too concious about where i am and what i am doing.
I've always been depressed and feeling a little tortured.
There's always the brink of my mind that had been cut off into pieces.
What is this feeling?what is it for?
was this a sign?....hooked questions...
As i continued to cook breakfast after packing I noticed my left hand its been bleeding again.

I peck over Hercules and checked if he's awake.
"Still asleep"...I sighed then closed the door quietly while it make sounds, I waited for him to wake up.
Then he came yawning and rubbing his eyes.
"Hi Herc lets go!!"I took his hands but it passed through I faced Hercules
"what was that cold air?"He asked looking for an open window.
"what cold air?i shutted the window tightly"I answered
But he was still looking.I repeated his name but he wont look at me.
Then i placed my hands on his shoulders but it passed through!
I placed my hands on his cheeks but it passed through his body.
I hugged him but I passed through his body
"Maybe that was just the wind..from the balcony" He murmured

I tried to touch Hercules but my hands went through his body
"What was that...cold wind passed through..i bet the maid left some window open"
Then i Followed Hercules
"Hey...!!!!!" I tried to raise my voice but it wont pass through his ears.
Then i heard the bell wrang outside the villa, I grabbed the door knob but my hands passed through
"what's going on?" Nervously asking myself hearing the beat of my heart raising up loud
Hercules crossed over my body and opened the door. I nosed to see who was that, A fair complextioned girl came in walking like some goddess she was,tall,smooth skinned,wearing a toga,pouty mouth,green eyes pointed but beautiful nose and perfect curves.
She had beaten me I crossed over and shouted trying to slap her and Hercules but my hands went through
"whats going on!?" I stood remote
then voices started to surround me
You never existed...never been known by Hercules...all he knows is Galatea is He's wife...not you
Not You..Hercules didnt loved you

"NO!!!this all isnt true!!!he loves me..only me!!!!"kneeling in pain.
I followed another sentence "he loved me...what's this?!"
My surrounding turned dark and blank... It blinded me. Then a voice coming towards at my back got a little louder while it passes through this ears of mine.
"what's wrong meg? cant accept he's a betrayer?" Then Hades popped up infront of me. Eyes red flare flickering in anger, Hands curled up ready to punch me and his height, Higher than me.
I can feel his breathe racing against my heart beat,i cant move my feet since its stuck against the pavement that had swallowed my feet.
Hades stared at me for a minute soughting out alot of sentence in his head.
Then voices started speaking behind my mind then it wandered off my brain.
Useless...

Yes She is useless...what importance does she even have in this world that can help us?
Slavery...
I pulled my ears and they came off literally,I felt weaker than i normally does
Then everything went on fire i really am having a nightmare!
but this is no differ than my last one,i cant help moving and disturbing the silent night.
Hercules then woke me up,my wrist was bleeding both of them atlast i can catch up with my breath!
"Meg!are..are you alright?! you were screaming...You got me really worried!!but im glad your alright...are..are you though?"
Hercules rushed out his words,my mouth opened and sighed but not even a word i can form.
then it followed
"Yes but i feel like im being shred into pieces"I rushed my arms on he's and felt the warmth of the blood flowing down.
"oh no meg your bleeding!..."Hercules cant manage to calm down i stared at him looking a bit pale than my usual color.
"no its alright...i'll just aid myself..get some cloth and a short rope then i'll be fine"I assumed i will...and hoped that this shard of glass in my dream was nothing but a harmless thing that couldnt be possibly the answer to why i have this gash.
I shuffled my sandals against the floor and slowly walking down the staircase,I stopped catching my breath i feel weaker than the last one.my hands,its white.
"why's my life have to rush in with blood lose and cancer?..."
I asked myself although there is a possibilty to have a cancer due to this blood lose that's been happening from dream to reality.
I quickly grabbed the extra cloth from the cabinet sitting in the sala next to the sofa then rushed my hands in the armory room then grabbed one of Herc's rope
Quickly cutting the rope,i took the part that was short then started to aid myself,i wiped the gash with the cloth wet in alchohol,I whined
The stinging jumped me back from where im standing then Hercules walked down checking up on me again.
"are you alright now?"his voice,strong and firm
i squeeked high
"Yes..."The sting faded and i'd be able to handle it once again
My feeling stirred with my mind again that i can seem to budge everything in

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How sad!

[theoutbound]

yah...if you have time i had modified it:)

[theoutbound]

Chapter6: Nice Night to Relax

Alot happened lately especially at night atleast i could get a good rest but later another seize will happen,i feel everything's pretty normal from top to bottom nothing happened except the gash,
So i Changed my clothes into a sleeping toga and yes its white.
Slowly walking towards my resting bed and layed my body rested
and straight i can almost reach the end of the bed
no doubt im growing,i wonder if im gonna grow taller than hercules
but i bet that aint gonna look good, But nevertheless... sleep is what I need
Back in Route one again im swimming in the pool of blood,hands caught my legs pulling me back from where i am headed leaving gashes so small but deep,I hear Hades
The name leaves bad taste in my mouth
Terror came walking in my life after this day i dared not to sleep i lost my hunger and i see things bad,my skin's written in gashes and bruces i couldnt lay my body down the bed next to Hercules
He tried pulling me from the chair but i wont let him,My eyes was red and the skin hanged down.
Surrealistic fire surround my sight like i was at hell while i am just facing the fire place
Hades always runs first in my mind crashing in my brain trying to fill me up with pain and anger.
I woke Herc up trying to remind me that hades was still inside me
"Look,Meg I couldnt trace hades anywhere in this house,your probably just dreaming,you better get some sleep and think nothing but sleep,alright?" Herc placed his right hand from my back giving me a pat
I nodded and took my place next to him until i fall asleep.
Hades appeared then i opened my eyes He was there i thought it was a dream then i closed again i saw a masked dead walking close to my spot i opened them and i saw Hades and the dead
they were close enough to recognize.
I quickly woke Hercules up then his body turned to me it was burned i was holding a corpse of my on boyfriend!
I backed against the wall the chains ate my wrist and chained my ankles,the hands tied my waist around the wall securing and keeping me from escaping.
I tried to get out from the chains but i couldnt.
"Quit squirming,its hopeless to get out"Hades slapped my face and left a mark.
"Why are you doing this to me?!" I Spitted out some blood which damaged my tongue
"I couldnt resist,Humans are so Tempting when they die,i guess your first! i want revenge! but i cant your boyfriend was on my way,now that he's gone and joined my troop so hurray for me! the gods are gone i made them my slaves!"He pointed out the window,i saw burning city and an open ground which pictures out working divines.
Aphrodite cleaning the pools,Hermes serving Hades' Minions
But where is Zeus? I couldnt see him with them,i was hoping he'll get my wish and rescue me.
"You'll never be the chief god!!" I turned my sight on hercules
"Hercules!!!snap out of it!!i know that's not you!!!!!" I tried to reach him but the chains pulled me back I passed out,My head hitted the wall hard.
I couldnt hear anything but Hades laughing and the athenians shouting in fear almost out of air in that fire.
I can feel the wind then a sound caught my attention i tried to open my eyes and turned my sight back."psst...hey meg!"Replying back was a little late i cant answer my head was bleeding furiously,any minute i could have died.
"Dont worry i'll get you out"He promised
But i think all of this was a dream, If it was a dream why is all of this can be felt?

[chroniclesofsparta]

josie..why didnt you finished this?